AGAIN, LONG TIME NO POST LOL

Hello readers, if there is any readers. But i guess this is more for me, for my memories and such. Remember the previous post that I said that I apply for the KOREAN GOVERNMENT SCHOLARSHIP Masters program.... guess what????? I got it!!!! I got in!!!! it's been a really tough ride waiting for the answers and waiting for the results. I applied for three different universities and I got rejected by the two universities top candidates that I choose for my university and I got rejected. However finally at the end of the result period. I was accepted by Korea University to pursue my study in Korea. Alhamdullilah.

By then I was preparing for my final thesis. It's been hard because there's so many things that happened during my final year, and luckily I pass through all of that. I graduated this year and I got second upper for my degree. I don't know how I get that but I eventually got it. However I was not able to attend my graduation day because in am in Busan now studying language under KGSP. So I missed the most important day of my life but I try to stay positive... I'm now here, In Busan. studying for my master which i still can't believe i got through.

I guess in life you just have to do it even if you wouldn't know what will what will be the result but you'll know it after you go through it. Like if you really want to do it then you should take the chance and dont let laziness and fear take over. That way i think you will not have a regret in your life, so just do it. 

In my case it was the busiest semester in my life. Because at the same time I was doing my final thesis, I was doing projects, I was doing essays and I was doing the personal statement for that scholarship. Lots and lots of documents need to be send to the korean embassy. But I try to go to through with it even though it's tiring even though it's hard I just go with the flow and try to manage my time to complete everything. 

After I send my personal statement and my documents to the Korean embassy I was called by them and said that I was accepted to be interviewed by them! It's like a whole roller coaster ride! I got excited as I got accepted after the interview. Then I felt i was like at the bottom of the roller coaster ride because it got rejected by two of the University did I choose. That time I got really sad because I already paid for my medical check on this and it's not cheap it's really expensive so my dad was like mad at me because, I applied for the scholarship and I have to pay for the medical check ourselves. but if I'm not going to be accepted in the scholarship, then the medical check will be a waste. so I was waiting and waiting for the results and then finally!! I am excited again, I AM HAPPY! I got up to the roller coaster ride because I was accepted in Korea University!! Hence i will be studying my Masters in Geology there if i passed my Korean language program!!


Hence, currently I am starting my language program in the Busan University of foreign studies. Before I arrive here I have 11 hours transit flight in Hong Kong. For 11 hours my Hong Kong friends helped me and brought me all over Hong Kong to sightsee, eat and have fun!! By that time I was scared but at the same time I was excited because is the first time I had ever travelled alone.

ITS MY FIRST TIME IN HK! Thanks for bringing me around my friends 💕💕💕

And then. Now. already a month and 10 days since i arrived and studied in busan. so i just insert random photos of what i did in busan. But for sure I try to make myself braver and try to do outside my comfort zone. I made friends even though im afraid to talk to them. I flaunt my hobby of taking pictures here and even make friends because of photography here! Hehe. 

MY BRUNEIAN FRIENDS AND BRUNEI-Based korean hehe since they've been to Brunei before for exchange study! We meet in Busan. Never even met in Brunei lol.

my dream came true. I now officially studying in Korea. Specifically in Jimin and Jungkook's hometown, 부산. 

My messy but clean table of mine! Hehehe

Eating tofu soup here (I actually dont like tauhu, but i like it here!)

Hanbok day with my malaysian Friend, Tyra

Visit a temple with my photography club members 

Cooking korean food sessions with the KGSP members

C CLASS MEMBERS "RESPECT" POSE

Made a star pose with the C class members for the team mission.

Became old gwangju people high schoolers in gwangju village ㅋㅋㅋ 

OUR COOL C CLASS MEMBERS HEHE.

Ok i think thats all for the updates. I try to update as much as i can. But i need to learn korean as much as i can too. So i will update from time to time. Hehe

word of advice from me: try real hard to achieve your dreams until the point there is no regret. Don't let your fear conquer you. Just do your best and believe. Because you will not know what will happen in the future. Also there is no wall that you cannot overcome. I believe Allah will not make a wall for us that we can't overcome. Insha Allah we can if we try our very best. Fighting! 💪🏻 

ITS BEEN A VEEERY LONG TIME

Hello readers! if there are any readers.. lol.

its 29th March 2017, it been 3 years since i've been updating this old blog of mine. lol.
Currently, im in a library with some "couple" playing around infront of me (OMG loner me lol).
ok i'm going to update what happened this past few years.

This year is my last semester in UBD. (wow time flies by so fast right?), i remember that i wrote this blog since i was in high school. but i've been to busy to update it this past few years.

OK. let me update for real this time,
Remember that my dream is to go to Korea? i've been like posting all of my childhood dreams in this blog to go there and to meet all my idols? guess what? I WENT TO KOREA AND ACHIEVED MY CHILDHOOD DREAM!!!!!!!!!! well it kind of felt like a dream when i first went there. but somehow, that dream turns into a reality. a harsh reality actually because some of my fantasies crashed. seriously not all koreans are what is portrayed on drama. The education was actually hard as the teachers can't speak in English. but somehow i overcame all of that. fortunately. Gained experience and valuable memories over there.and i get to go to lotte world, nami island, everland, gangnam,Sm building, JYP, BIGHIT, FNC and etc. Also went to myeong dong, namdaemun, dongdaemun! ugh i miss it AND! (OH MY CURRENT BIAS IS BTS btw LOL) I MET THEM!!!!!!!

I met SHINee members, Super junior kyuhyun and heechul, VIXX, BLOCKB, CNBLUE, SNSD, BEAST (went to their concert as well!), BTOB, AILEE, EXID, CLC, NCT MEMBERS and SPECIALLY BANGTAN MEMBERS in a free-for-foreigners concert!!!!!!!!! OMG. thats like the best memories that i ever have!!!!!! being close to Jhope, Suga, Jimin, Rapmonster, Jungkook, Jin and V is like a dream come true as i am a legit ARMY right now. so my current dream is to attend their concert!!!!!! ( MY ULTIMATE DREAM, aside from graduation lol)


ok thats my DY in KOREA, aside from that i also went to SINGAPORE for my second DY. erm.. my memories are ok over there. but not as hype as in KOREA as i have a hard time. but in SG i met cheese in the trap actors as well as a malaysian actor MIRA FILZAH. but yeah. thats it. OH and i went to LEGOLAND in Johor as well.

OKKKKK now is the recent update.

I'm APPLYING FOR MASTER PROGRAMME THROUGH KGSP IN SOUTH KOREA.
and the interview is on tuesday!!!!!!! omggggggg

I want to record this moment for maybe i will get accepted one day.
but for now, i'm focusing on my final semester. BUT. I HAVE YET TO DO MY THESIS! OMG. SHIZZZZZZZ but oh well. let see how life brings me .

Thats it for updates.

xx

EXAMS COMING UP

using the personal room to study @ ubd library!

IT IS THAT PARTICULAR TIME OF THE SEMESTER!

INTENSE REVISION STARTS!

EXAMS COMING

this year im in my fourth semester and the end of my second year! woots!

AND IT IS LESS THAN TWO WEEKS FOR THE FINAL EXAM!!!!!! but i still have time tho' to watch this :

HAHAHAHAH, brings back memories.

and this year i finally took part in fieldtrips!

but, actually, finally geology provide us fieldtrips -,-"

THE PLACE IS BEYOND AWESOME! 

but due to very hot sunny weather and hot temperature! (maigad the heat!) i feel extremely exhausted and tired! more less fatigue. (plus, no safety gadgets provided!) i guess thats how geologist do their work 💁 oh well.....

MY LIFE IN UBD

here are some photos to show how i lived now, being a university student

i met terlalu istimewa, GENGMEJATANGAH and geologist group ❤️, made new friends, STILL INTACT WITH NNB! and still bestfriends with TripleFTY ❤️❤️

oh and wezza is in UK right now.

Its 2015 already!
i skipped the whole year without posting anything,
well, that thanks to the fact i moved to meragang and have barely even a 3 bar signal!
ㅠㅡㅠ
no wifi means no blogging and no internet for me.

so now for my life updates,
now, i'm a university student, at UBD, currently second year 4th semester.
when i stalked back this blog of mine, i noticed changes as i grow up,
feom being a kid to a teenager then to being now, a young adult,
now, i think, i have my own responsibility to handle my own,
no more depending on my parents, now i'm alone, independent.
hahaha i'm being deep right now. lol

but anyways, this august i will go InsyaAllah to Korea,
as i was nominated to go to Korea University! finally! my wish has come true!
hehehe btw, I AM STILL A MAJOR KPOP FAN!

oh! and i took korean classes and i got an A and B,
also, i win third place for Korean speech contest! fuhh... the things i join in uni....
i also join the student body this semester and join international affairs last semester.
i Think last semester is the most memorable for me.

the reason is because of APL!
thanks to APL i met so many new international friends!
from neung, to satang, somm, zen and tawan they are from thailand,
then to the indonesians, rahmi, sere, fiki and etc.
i cried the last say of APL! and now i really missed them! 😭😭
i wish i can go to Thailand or Indonesia to meet them.


oh through APL as well, my bond with UBD friends is strengthened as well,
its fun playing truth and dare, play touch and etc in the core!
ah... i missed them 😭

thats just it.
my life update,
still no boyfriend,
still searching for the right one,
and still achieving my dream.
still me,
Fazrenna.

My oral bm and MMI interview

ok first of all, syukur Alhamdullilah the test was over. But, it was quite tough!!!!!!

First in the MMI interview, although i aced like 4 of the rooms, but two rooms i was like blanked out!!!!!!!! I dont know, i really should be tawakal to Allah Subhanahu Wa Taala right now, He is the one who plans my future... He is the one who knows what's best for me!!!

Other than that my oral bm was also quite hard, i think, because didn't nailed te spn21 part!!!!!! WHY OH WHY JARR DO YOU SAY BAD THINGS TO THE JABATAN PENDIDIKAN OMG FUCK astagafirullah.

LONG TIME NO POSTS

hello dear blog readers!
it's been a loooong time since i stopped posting.
soo, i'm going to tell you what happened as of the year 2013.

IN 2013,
1. I am a teacher, teaching at Tadika Jaya Primary School. Its already been 5 months and i find the teaching experience quite tiring but amusing as well. Being a teacher is seriously tough! and pain the ass. But, It holds a really high and huge responsibility and therefore i now really respects the teachers all around the world. will i ever be a teacher again? NOOO Not again please!

2. I had attended to work attachments before this teaching work starts. YES a whole lot busy days in early 2013. in these both attachments, i now know how hard being in a work environment is! It is not fun which is not the same as us learning in school! Its very serious and also holds a lot of responsibility as we are the one who's going to manage and serve the country. BUTTT being in these attachments. i get to see what is like being in environmental areas, TO ME its challenging but it fits my taste as a geographer.

3. I WAS ACCEPTED IN ALL UK UNIVERSITIES THAT I CHOSE! (yay me!) Alhamdullilahhh

4. I WAS SELECTED FOR THE SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW (alhamdullilah) but its tomorrow! Wish me luck guysss. I will do my best and tawakkal to our Al mighty Allah Subhanahu Wa Taala. Allahu Akbar...... I'm Nervoussssssss

Thats all what had happend to me this year, i find my self not stable right now. and thus this interview will let me know what will happen to me in the future. 

OK BYE

My lovely country

I'm writing this is because i'm upset and disappointed that most of the people in the world doesn't know how lovely my country is.
"top asian countries to go?' : i'm sure there will no Brunei Darussalam stated there at all.

so here, because i also study tourism, i'll tell you why Brunei is a lovely place and a good place to go for a holiday. not because we only have "empire hotel" to go to, but we also have some adventureous places and also relaxing places to go to on all of Brunei.

our Country is just a small country ... maybe you can go to all? haha

First and foremost!
Kampong Ayer
anyone like to see brunei most historical places?
here even though it looks like an old place, but the residents have their own air conditioners, tv and even cars they parked in the capital :)
this place is an interesting place where you can go kayaking, fishing, even go to trips to look at the green brunei if you up to adventurous holiday :D

i've taken the picture of this! 

so cute!, they buy nearby groceries without shoes! O_O

old windows in kg ayer.

IT IS A HISTORICAL PLACE

second is

Bukit Shahbandar

in bukit shahbandar, another adventureous holiday! 

here you can barbeque, relax with friends watching animals such as monkeys walking around or you can hike or jog at the Bukit.

It has a very nice view!

to me it is a very nice place... to you?

thirdly,

Taman peranginan tasek lama

it is a forest reserve also, the same as Bukit shah bandar area.

this is a place to relax + adventerous too. NICE VIEWS + RELAXING

they have rock climbing!

relaxing foot walk, foot path

Fourthly,

Tasek merimbun

also, one of the recreational parks,

when i went here, it is relaxing and a nice place to go have a picnic and just napping under the trees with wind blowing. ahh.. so nice :3

fifthly,

pelumpong islands

well, not actually in the pelumpong islands.

in pelumpong island we usually search for fishes there. and it is in the middle of the sea, without stilts! 

and just floating on the water itself.

but in this area where we usually call as "pelumpong", is a fun one night or even several nights of package, where you can enjoy swimming in the ocean, or in the nets, where the owner of this fishing grounds let you swim with the big fishes in the nets.

the night we stayed in pelumpong we saw beautiful fireworks as it its new years day in brunei, ships lighting up fireworks at 12 , it was awesome!

then as we go to sleep with the wind at night, we hear crabs walking around our rooms. it is scary though! but fun! hehe.

 you may also enjoy kayaking.

sixthly,

Belalong national Park

i've never been here before, my dad wouldn't let me to

:( which is sad, cause i know belalong is a very beautiful place

here there are all sorts of animals which you can found.

you can also watch beautiful sceneries while crossing the bridge walk in belalong.

i heard there are also flying fox are installed there :(

LOOKS LIKE FUN AND LOVELY PLACE TO RELAX and breathe to green air,

To be continued: HOTELS , MALLS and BEACHES in brunei. ALSO amusement parks and horses!